VPN Jun 25 20:51:48 10.42.42.18:42062 10.42.0.1:443 tcp Default deny rule
VPN Jun 26 11:05:26 10.42.42.18:45050 10.42.0.1:443 tcp Default deny rule VPN Jun 26 11:05:24 10.42.42.18:45216 10.42.0.1:443 tcp
Maybe this thread will answer your question:https://forum.opnsense.org/index.php?topic=17481.msg79642#msg79642
Apologies for being frank: this question is raised every week and the forum and Twitter are full of the same answer.
When your state tracking fails, the pass rule will drop your connection and the default deny rule will take over. There are many reasons for this. The quickest fix is to disable state tracking in the advanced settings of the pass rule that is supposed to carry the traffic over the edge.